"Your baby has cystic fibrosis. There's no cure. She might live to thirty."

What do you do when your world falls apart? When it's out of your control? When the future holds the threat of every parent's worst nightmare?

Rhyl Venning wrestled with these questions soon after the birth of her "miracle" daughter Kari-Lee, born following years of infertility and medical intervention.

Yet, rather than living a sad and sheltered existence, Kari-Lee bravely chose to live an amazing and vibrant life. With her happy heart, adventurous spirit and positive attitude, she spread joy wherever she went, visiting 38 countries after finishing high school.

When her health suddenly plummeted, Kari fought courageously with everything she had, but tragically Rhyl's nightmare became reality.

Why did this happen? How could Rhyl survive the loss of her precious daughter? Would life ever feel worth living again?

"Rhyl describes with brutal honesty a journey through the depths of despair, jubilation, heartbreak, brilliant love, and the emergence of hope and light. This memoir is a gift for those seeking solace." Leigh Donovan, Former Head of Bereavement Services at Queensland Children's Hospital

"Rhyl honestly addresses the struggles, intense emotions, and unanswerable questions ... Rhyl will be a warm and understanding companion on your own journey through suffering." Jill Sullivan, Executive Director of While We're Waiting

"If you are looking for truth, encouragement and hope for this journey, read this book! I can't recommend it highly enough." Melanie De Simone, Author of the blog thelifeididntchoose.com