My name is Hemy Knox and I'm a heartbreaker . . .

I've hurt the one person that means the most to me in life; the only woman I have ever loved.

I let the drugs, alcohol and wild lifestyle take over and consume me.

I got her where I wanted her and ripped her heart out.

Since then, I've spent countless nights having dirty, meaningless sex with a multitude of people; only leaving them wanting and begging for more with no regrets.

Some may even call me the devil; soulless.

They look and judge, but there is one thing they don't know; no one does. I want more than this life of stripping and sleeping around, the never-ending party.

I want love and everything that comes with it; that high that never ends.

The problem is . . . I only want it with her.

Onyx.

She refuses to be mine . . . again. She's smart, guarding her heart while ripping mine right out of my chest.

I can't say that I blame her. I always was a dumb ass when it came to the emotions of a woman, especially her.

She wants to see me suffer as much as I made her; watch me wither and die at her feet.

She wants to crush me until I'm no longer breathing, and I will let her, because it hurts far less than not having her as mine.

I will stop at nothing to make her mine again.

The pain only drives me harder, feeding my fury and giving me a reason to live . . . her.