How many times can a person survive having the rug jerked out from under themselves? Teagan became a widow at thirty-five, then became the victim to an abusive sociopathic manipulator who destroyed the young widow physically, emotionally, and financially. After years of abuse, she is finally free of Alex and is happily married and enjoying life and upcoming retirement with Jake. Then like a bad dream, Teagan gets her world turned upside down for the third time.
In a fifteen-year span, she loses her husband, gets involved with a serial abuser, loses a child, loses her mother to pancreatic cancer, gets married, and then he turns out to be a lying, cheating, lazy narcissist!
How could God let this happen to her? What signs did she miss? How the hell could this happen again?
Realizing that God removed Jake at the right time and protected her, she took a different "healing" approach. With the coaxing of her newly divorced friend Valo who had returned to Sweden, she decided to make this forced new chapter about having the faith to take care of herself by any means possible and lean into her faith for more guidance so she could heal and check her baggage, let go of all the past, and find the blessings that these tribulations have given her. Teagan realized that regardless of the pain and suffering, she was alive and needed to learn how to enjoy life. First up, she embarked on a divorce vacation to Ireland, Italy, and Sweden. Lastly, Teagan hoped to learn to love again and be loved. Teagan's journeys are filled with painful, gut-wrenching lessons, loss, tears, self-reflection, healing, forgiveness, romance, and finding the real love.