The moment those words come out of the doctor's mouth, I feel sick.So sick.The life I have dreamed of...obliterated.And Brody. God, Brody.How will he look at me?How can he accept me?He'll know what I hid from him.He'll know everything.It's over. It's completely over. I can't tell him "I love Us" anymore.Even though I do.Even though it will kill me.I can't tell him anything. Everything is ruined. Pummeled. Broken.I have to leave him. I have to give up us.I know he'll come after me.I just have to do something to make him not want to.
The moment those words come out of the doctor's mouth, I feel sick.So sick.The life I have dreamed of...obliterated.And Brody. God, Brody.How will he look at me?How can he accept me?He'll know what I hid from him.He'll know everything.It's over. It's completely over. I can't tell him "I love Us" anymore.Even though I do.Even though it will kill me.I can't tell him anything. Everything is ruined. Pummeled. Broken.I have to leave him. I have to give up us.I know he'll come after me.I just have to do something to make him not want to.