I have often asked myself what others would do if they had walked in my shoes. I would be interested to see how and what others would say about my experiences in life. I can't tell all because it would only bring distress to myself and my family. I lived my life, and I thought it would be taken away from me at any time with no fault of my own. I have often been asked, "How can you still smile after all the things you've had to endure in your life?" The only answer I can give is that I have to please God, not myself.